Fuck You, Pay Me
I’m truly feeling so much better after my breakup. Trust me, my heart still HURTS. I’m left still reeling from it all. NEVER in my life have I ever given so much of myself and set so much of who I am aside just to make another person love me. Then to have that person decide that I’m not good enough after all… Yeah, I’m definitely not over it, but I’m strong and I will survive this like I’ve survived everything else that’s come my way.
Right now I am focused on one thing. Creating a life that I love again.
I’m a freak. I love doing freaky shit. I haven’t posted in more than a week because I’ve been so caught up doing freaking shit. I had my first orgy last weekend. I’m talking with all my friends that I was forced to ghost. I feel like such trash for turning my back on the people who have been there for me for more than a decade.
Fatty V sold me the dream, ya know. For the first time in my life, I thought maybe I was going to get everything that I ever wanted. Instead, I learned that he never loved who I am. Ultimately, he needed something different than what I had to offer.
For now, Siren Vixen will be my personal outlet. It will provide me with the space to process my understanding of my sexuality and my relationships.
I am an exhibitionist and I love sharing my beautiful body with anyone who cares to view it. So I will be selling some of my content on my LoyalFans page.Â
I also feel like I have so much to teach people. Through my own pain and struggle, I have learned so many lessons. Valuable lessons. If I can help someone who is just as confused and brokenhearted as I am, then I have accomplished something amazing.Â
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