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Last Letter To Daddy

by | Feb 26, 2023 | Relationships, Siren Vixen, Siren's Diary

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Last Letter To Daddy

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I Believe You Now Daddy

You've hurt me too bad to ever believe what my heart feels for you again.

I don’t know why I’m writing you. I’m honestly at a loss for words right now.

I’m in so much pain. My breaking heart is killing me. The devastation I feel over losing you hurts more than any physical pain you could have inflicted on me.

I loved my Daddy so much and now that you’re gone I never want to love again. I never want anyone to see the parts I showed you.

I don’t know how to let go of my love for you. I don’t know how to let go of the fantasy of what we could have been and what we could have had.

I’m sorry I needed so much from you. I’m sorry I pushed you to move faster than you wanted.

I just wanted to share something special with you. What I felt for you was rare and profound.

I wanted you to see what I saw. I wanted you to value it and appreciate it and protect it.

I fell for you so hard and so fast. But it was killing me inside that you never saw me as worthy of your commitment. I died a little more every time you told me you didn’t want me.

I wanted so badly to be yours. I wanted to submit completely to you. But you never wanted to give me the things I needed to feel safe in my submission. Every time I tried to get you to understand how I was feeling you perceived it as a fight.

I guess I just want you to never forget how much I love you and how much you meant to me. You’ve seen pieces of my soul I’ve never shared with anyone else. I was stupid for opening up my heart to you when you had been so clear with me that you didn’t want it.

I'm Done

I Have No Desire To Be With Him Again

That was the last message I wrote. I was heartbroken and crying when I wrote it.

I don’t know if I ever want to see him again. I do know that I do not want him as a partner. I do know that I need my time and space away from him. Because when I’m near him I just want to fall back in love with him all over again, and he’s just not a good match for me.

I need to get over him.

Now, I’m ready to move forward. I’m ready to heal. Not just from this, but from one thing at a time.

My journey isn’t over yet. I have a lot to learn, a lot to express, and a lot of shadow work, so that I may grow and overcome.

I want so badly to help others. I’ve realized that I’m going about it the wrong way.

I need to be unabashedly me. I need to follow the things that pull me the most and finally express them.

I feel nothing short of exhilaration for what is next to come.

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You're gorgeous. Let's get to know each other...

Thank you, but ummmm…. No. First, I am under no obligation to waste any time, energy, breath, etc. on you. I don’t care how many times you message me. I don’t care if you “know” me. I don’t care if we fucked. Second, if I spent my time answering every damn message I would be responding to messages for the rest of my life and still never catch up. Third, I do what I want. Finally… Make me! That’s right, if you want a response then you need to trigger something in me that makes me feel like responding.

How much?

Are you suggesting that I will fuck you for money? HA! I wish I could sell this bomb ass body. I’d be rich. If I legally could, I would. But seriously, My Domination and submission are based on reciprocity. I require emotion, effort, and energy. Not money.

However, I could be convinced to pose for a photoshoot or star in your porn. Or even be hired for a non-sexual BDSM informational session. In that case, head over to the contact page and fill out the appropriate form. 

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you can go to my loyal fans page and throw some $$ my way, buy whatever content I have on there,  subscribe, or whatever ya’ll do when you’re fiending to nut.

Or you could show me how much you love me by heading over to my Amazon Wish List and buying me something.

I also have an Amazon Book Wish List, because I love to read and am always trying to level up my mental game.

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Are you fucking my boy friend, husband, Baby Daddy, etc?

Yeah, probably. A little free advice… You’re way too good to be hanging onto trash like that. Take a deep breath. Believe in yourself for once in your life. Move on.

Wait, but if I'm too good for him, why are you still fucking him then?

Cause I’m trash too love. I accept him for all the nasty, dirty shit he loves to do. That’s why he’s in love with me and not you.

So You Want to Contact Me?

I’m sure you’re excited about the possibility of meeting me. Why wouldn’t you be? Not to burst your bubble, but the likelihood of that happening is incredibly small. Very few individuals get a chance to experience me.

I have zero tolerance for racism, discrimination, ignorance, and disrespect. I also have zero tolerance for negativity, dishonesty, stupidity, and toxicity.

Please don’t waste my time or bore me to death.

Are you capable of sending a message that resonates with me to the point where I’m compelled to respond?

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