I’m a Fucking Whore…
Who the fuck was I kidding with all that Born Again Virgin shit? LOLOLOLOL
Let’s get one thing straight. I’m a straight-up nympho. Yeah, I know, there are lots of broken pieces that craft what remains of my heart and soul that need to be healed, but I am already over this no sex bullshit.
Besides, I feel sooooo much better after getting dicked down real well.
V doesn’t want me. I’m fucking trash to him. Why save myself for that nonsense? To placate some altruistic bullshit he tried to teach me as he increasingly took over ownership and control over me.
The things I love the most about myself, he hated. I am a slut. I love being a good girl slut for lots of guys. I don’t ever want to stop fucking my exes. I want to love and accept many people into my life. I love maintaining multiple relationships, at whatever level people want to give me. It is the only way that I have found I can be sane.
Any time I try to be monogamous, my relationships break down. I want so many things out of a partner and out of life. For just one person to be the end all be all for every desire and fantasy is just not reasonable or logical. I enjoy different things about different people. I have yet to find one person who is all the things that I need them to be.
Will I ever find them? Does it matter? Until then, I am perfectly happy moving in a way that fits my needs more. I am once again doing only what I want to do when I want to do it, and am finding myself happier than I have been in a very long time.
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